a week, a month, a year

"can we reignite the flame cause things dont feel the same."- john legend

bah a week and i havent updates?! what the. wellllllll lets see what happened. i havent really been going to escuela. ive been mostly sick and stuff. OH I FUCKING GOT MY LICENSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. its time to partyyyy naaaawwwwwwwwwmeeeannnnnnnn. hahah but really i was so nevourse i took it yesturday. i was like biting my lip the wholee time. gez haha i think my instructor was secretly laughing at me...or something. when he told me i passed i was like no way. then he was like yea then told me to go ask them to print and send me a copy. AS soon as i got out of the car i fucking screamed. and my parents were there and i ran and gave my mommy a hug and then my daddy. hahah there was a long ass line for people taking their drive tests and they were all staring at me. i dont care though. ima bosssssss. bahaha. dude i was like so happy. i really wanted it. then my mom turned me off by giving me the rules and shit. butttttttttttt like i said i didnt care cause i got my license then went straight to taking my sister out for a celebration at starbuks. w0000t it was the best coffeeee shit everything was good after that. oh i got my nails done. holllllllllar
"cash rules errrythang around me. CREAM dolla dollla billsss yall." baahhaha. anyway what else happened thats pretty much the biggest thing and that i have finals tomorrow. i cant find shoes for my dress which bums me out a bit and then i got bangels. im kinda angry too cause of some shit i found out but im not going to let that bother me cause boys aint worthmy time. and the fact that i was never interested in him and that hes a skeeeeeeeza. yaaaamean. it rained today! and ididnt have a fucking hooddieeee man. i just had my obey sweater. lol a guy's sweater but it fits nicely on me. bahaha. it kept my b00bs and stuff warm but not my hair! >;[ then billy said i had sexy wet hair HHAHAHAHHA. g00k. uhmmm what else. its hard to write/type with these damn nails. oh! i need to get a tan. and maybe hair extensions ifffff... i have enough money or decide not to get another pair of shoes. but i love shoes. oh! and today olivia punched me in the c00ch. shes a c00chie monster. hahahah. i think i have a bruise on my vagina, GREAT. bahaha. my mom was being gay. she didnt let me drive its okay though cause i was so tired after going shopping. oh heres me trying to be cute at work....
"working." bahaha. uhhh whatelse. oh, the song im like in love with right now is an old one. hahaha vibrate by petey pablo hahaha getting readddy for the danceeeeeee homie. alright i have to brush up on my apppp skillzzzzzzz. abahhahaha and try to memorize this gigantic monologue for drama. fuckingwish me luck,.


got no wife but the wife be my gurlfrieeenddd,
tiffani<3

holla at me baby

"you said my sex was a lot but my brain gave you more."- pharrell

lets see if you guys can guess which song it is. haha i'll do that now from now on. w000ttttt. lets see since the 17th wtf has happened. not much? waittttt. i got my formal dress!<3 it was funnnn. shopping. i havent been to the block in such a long time and i saw such cute stuff! too bad i was just looking for a dress. gezz its like almost perfect... they didnt have my size or close to it so i took the large and i'll alter it. dope. i;m exciteddddd! its going to be so much fun! recap the weekend. friday= sick stay at homee. saturday= still sick but i had to attend keyclub in the morning. you dont know how fucking early that was.but it was like hilairous. i recieved community service hours for walking around milesquarepark and chasing ducks. good shit. then later the members went out for dimsummmmm. yay! it was fun. i felt like older because i was like on my own-ish. haha lily was the only one out of all of us that could speak like chinese or whatever, so she ordered everything. bunnath was being freaking retarded! hahahaha he was like rapping? raping. no rapping. hahah and burping at the table. embarassing 0__0. oh yeah i look like crap. i just came down from corona,moms was trippin so i just threw on clothes and left. hahah then we went back to the dcm and watched lawrence lo break dance. it was funny trying to watch lily learn the sixstep. werd. then dcon i want to gooooo so bad! it'll be fucking fun! hotel room to ourselves? nigga its on. GET DOWN. mmmmhhhmmm. john legend's voice is beautiful. i wish he would preform in the area. i'd drive to see him. gez. oh so later we went to the block and like this guy was hitting on me and iwas like oh dear. he was like trying to talk to me about ampd mobile at first then like other shit. i guess and iwa slike being nice and listening and jenny was like uh no we have to go. and iwas like uhhh i cant just leave thats rude! then as i left hes like "DAMN TAHT GIRL WAS FIONE. DAMN SHE WAS FIONE."then we had to like walk past him like 3 times. ... -____-". bahjaha.
w00t tiffxcris! hahahaah my eyes are slowly closing as i write this so if you see some weird shit, my bad. schools got me all twisted. uh. yeah then we chased down this guy to ask him where he got this really cute hoodie. and then i wa slike uh i have to leave!hahah. so then i went home and iwas pooooooooped out. slept. went back home to coronaaaaa. fagget. and then sunday came and i did some hw. but i feel asleep after watching noah's arc. haha i love gay people. black people. so what better than to watch gay/black people? werd. hahah then today was a good day. i woke up kinda earlier than usual and did my hair and put a little bit of makeup on. just to make me look awake. i miss sophmore year i had easier classes...or what seem to be now. carefreee. suckkkafreee. :]. henry was being nice today. he looked good in william's sweater. then billy was being cute too. ahhaha hes so fucking hilaroius asians are cute/funny. he's like " why were you absent?"-beacuse ive been sick?"oh,i've missed you and iwas looking for you in chem. but i forgot what i had to tell you. oh yeah that you're cute. :]" BHAHAHA. boys are all the same. then like this guy named juan kept on calling him a g00k and billy was blaming it on me because i taught him that word. lolllll. whatevaa i do what i want. and right i now i could reallly go for some sleeeeeeeeeep. fuck. i have a term paper thats 7 pages long of bullshit. hahah. gez. jizz. gotta stay with you... i am safeee with you ahhhhhh i wish i could just not go to school tomorrow. but i have to due to im missing school on thursday! w00tyw00t. oh! today lostwithyou came on again and i screamed cause iwas like yay its on the radio on like a different station at liek 6pm! and then my mom got scared. IT WAS HILARIOus. she called me crazy and that my kids are going to be retarded too. but siiiiiiike i dont want to have kids. even if i did i wouldnt want to think about that shit now because im only 17. thats gross to want kids right now. whadahell.i wore my sisters krew sweater. i felt weird. hahaaaa. idk. fucking gus has my obey hoodieeeeeee. and i need it because thats my school hoodie! oh ! i found my fucking throwback nike track/windbreaker from like 3rd grade! omgawd. it still fits! hahaha. iwas like yesssssss! haha i cant find my jordans though i probably wouldnt be able to fit them. my daddy always bought me bigger clothes because i think secretly he wanted me to be a boy... or cover up my b00bs. werd.i thought about geting a tattoo yesturday just because i was watching miami ink. thne iwas like nah. or not any right now because i'd probably regret it when i grow older. i do want surface piercings at my hipbones/collarbones. lets see if i can find a picture! here are the collarbone ones i want! then here are the hipbone ones but the girl killllllled it. bahahah. okay im so fucking tired. this is ridiculous!<3 hope tomorrow makes me as happy as today did. yeah tahst it "tomorrow."



C.R.E.A.M,
Tiffani<3

LATE start

i love my man-Aaradhna


this woman's voice is so amazing! i love this song not because i have a man. but its something all men should aspire to be :]. so today we had late start at school, it was fucking sweeeeet. i didnt sleep till about 2:30 last night, i was up doing homework and watching a movie. :] hahaa so i went to my grandmas slept till 8? then showered and actually did my makeup today! whoa. it was cool. i got more compliments today than usual. lol :] it was so cold in the morning, 2nd period came and i was like gayy. sub. mr. johnsonball. HAHA BALLS. then 3rd period, i didnt do my annetated bibliography so whatever. no homeroom today :[ that always makes me sad because i love the people in there. fourth period was fucking hilarous! PHAMstuhhhhhh kept making fun of Lauren's b00bs .. or lack of. HAHAHA PWN! oh man. then i actually get math! i was like bambambam on the board today. mmpues... lunchhhh was keyclub meeting. and uh. yeah. no comment. mhm. 6th period= test. = gay. 7th period! chemistry was soooooo fun today. mocknik did all this crazy shit. and i got a balloon! no pictures up today from school. it started to rain it was so weird! the sun was out too. wait this is old but i have to post this up because i fucking am in love with Oscar's shirt.
HAHAHAHAHAH my face looks like caca here so. yeah. uhhhhhhhhh. i think i'll post more later. LAKERS ARE ON.



+11:42pm
thank you very much, FUCK YOU VERY MUCH. :D

<3,
tiffani.

another day, another dime.

what means the world to you- cam'ron

whew. i just got done updated the key club website. ahem. neeeddd pictures*eric. today was good. mhmmmm. i got to school kinda late though... or later than usual. weird. i dont even remember why or how. wait pretty sure there were accidents on the 91 always is. i've been listening to cam`ron- what means the world to you all day! i dont know what it is with this song but i'm like in love with it. possibly because its all about the "fuck bitches, get money" motto. haha. werdddd. i doodled today finally and i gave it to cristinaaa head. " what mean the world to you... my money, my dough, my hair,my nailssss.oww" hahaha sex is sweet with a cat who eat owwwwwwwwut. okay. hahah enough! but okay today was good day i did my apush homework in like 15 mins at lunch but i forgot to get my chem essay done. i was like oh shit. oh! and i got an A finally on an assignment i felt like... proud? hahaa. i forgot to wear a bra! thats what i did. AHHAHAHHA. fucking a. i was wearing a sports bra, but it was like uh.yeah. haha then i put on my bra 5th period. that shit was hilarious, nancy finally came back and she was like staring at me. its cool i like lesbians. Syyyyke. lots of cheeese, diamound ringsss. whew.okay i'm going to change the song now. i like having my itunes on shuffle. its like yay! i havent heard this song in awhile or like if a sad song comes on its like FUCK. but i like it. complete- mila j. awwww this song is cute. okay so back to school uh uh uhhhh oh man oscar was being a biotch. i tried sleeping in homeroom after finishing my essay and he was like waking me up every 5 seconds. that boy is hilarious. my favorite beaner. what did i doooooooo oh oh oh ohhhh. your are everythingggggg and everything is youuuuuu. dododoo. i slept so much today. my whole familys sick i hope i dont get sick. omg! i had a vanilla cone today after school my mom got it for me. ahaha shes so cool when she;s sick. i was like ah! saweet. babybabybabyyyyy.oh man robin thicke's voice is sooooooo amazing. gez if i had that man for like an hour the things i would do to him. haha. i love how 93.5 always plays "lost without you," in the morning. i can feel myself smile while i'm sleeping. hahah gay. it brings back memories to when we used to sing it together but hey, robin thicke's voice over comes it all . after sixth we took pictures. we always take pictures. hahah. you'd think i'd be ready for them or something.
that's laurennn,michael, and i. hahah i;m so short they both had to kneal a little bit :]. then lauren is cool i love her muchomucho.hahah
. T-A-S-T-E-Y girrl you tastey. bahahaha. mmm chem was boring today actually. it waas a mediocre day. medaokre? wtf. i cant spellll. i have aplang homework im not doing. FUCK THAT! i pwn.



so delicious,

Tiffani<3

moderate.

why don't we fall in love?- Amerie


whoooooo. its been a long time since i've updated this. sorry, i've been busy since school has started. Lets see on Monday, school began and i finished all my homework so i didnt have any to do at lunch which was like great. i felt like a whole weight was lifted off of my sholders. On tuesday, i think thats the day i went to the beach with my aunt and her family. I like it I mean she's like a key figure in my life. I tell her everything and she accepts me for who I am, bad and all. haha she asked me about boys. I told her everything about that shittttt. she was like" ew tiffani, your like 17 and hes like __old. your like robing the craddle." HAHHAHAHA i was like omg. how many times do i have to hear it? she was like just get over it, it's not worth your time. I was mhm deep. Her fiance and she have decided that when i turn 18, i can move in with them. I think it's something to consider but i dont want to live in hemet thats gay. If i hate corona, its like hemets any better? nah. i finally got pictures from new years. here's my fattybrother and i.

hahah i look like crap but eh.so anyway,yeah and i'm getting over it. :] oh oh henry and i are going to formal together. hahah sucka for asians. what can i say. :] he's a nice boy. let me find a picture of usss. AH! here hahahah way back last year shieeet.

the sun was super bright that day. hahah uhhh when i used to be cool and cute with my multicolored hair. hahaha. chyeaaaa. uhmm what else yesturday was saturday and i went to the mall with christine. it was cool we met up with justin jusay and watched stomp the yard. hahha it was a good movie i love black people. theyre hilarous. after we met up with quoc,amy, and adam. we ate at claim jumpers pretty much my favorite resturaunt except for the fact that im freaking sick so i cant eat anything! gay, its been like this for a couple of weeks now at least. :[ i loveeee fooooood. ohoh i found my new favorite candy. its called a scotch kiss at sees. mmmhhhmmmmmmm. today im staying home and if they left the car here for me, i might hit up the crossings. just cause i can. and i need color pencils/ crayons for my hello kitty coloring book. man im 17 and i dont feel like it. i feel like im 16. i want to stay 16 forever. i think. hahah<33333 mhmm gatorade. i miss my long hair! oh man when i got back to school evrrry one had black hair! :[ im probably going to like go back to how i had my hair freshman year. hahaha thats andrew BAHAHA so long ago. the day he asked me out and i said uhm your asian! and you play basketball & i dont know your asian... then i gave in cause asians are cute.but! i miss my long hairrrrrrrrr. thats it for that week oh oh and no luck on finding a dress for formal gaY!


:],

tiffani.

firstday back.

the light- common

yay. first day back,i liked being bum at home but i missed my bitches too much<3. Today in AP Lang. i tried to make a basket with my dumb crumbled up piece of paper. i tried 2139048xs. and i didnt make any. then bruce made fun of me ><. hahaah then there was the fight for bao. hahahahaha hilarious. aww my fourth period how i've missed them so much. hahaaa. fifth period was fun. this is what you learn in pre-calc.
hahaha. i made a video but im too lazy to go on youtube right now. thennn what was it lunch. kinda boring it was so fucking hot. and windy! gezzz. then the stupid secruity guards kept making me take off my beanie. man my hair was nappy today. hahah 6th period was gay. APUSH sucks my ballss. we just tested and i missed like 02138. so i dont care. whatever. uhmmm 7th period! was fucking hilarious. we're doing a lab and like danny showed me how to do this really cool fire trick
except my hands are so small it didnt work :[ gay. hahah we dont do anything in freaking chem and i still have the highest grades. <3 oh i fucking love ittttttt. hahah heres a digusting picture of me and leslie. we;ll leslie looks better.


i'd rather not wear make up because i like to sleep without my face coming off! damn ive been on this page in my chem book for like 20 mins. ahhah so gay. okay get back to work then sleeeeeeeep. <3 till tomorrow loves.



CREAM. look itup,


tiffani<3

Day before school/ last night

Lil daddy- Lil wayne / young jeezy

:].I'm in a good moodddd. hahah Last night was Quoc's birthday dinner at Claim jumpers. It was fun. I asked my mom to bring down my camera from home since i was at my grandma's this weekend. She brought it but IT DIDNT HAVE THE BATTERY in it. GREAT. hahah it was cool though. It was the first time I have seen my boys all winterbreak. Oscar is so fucking hilarious. But really dislikes black people :[. hahaha here's quoc,
cheya. him and his sister lien. hahah they fucking look like twins. but anyway. we had an outside table and it was still surprisinly warm. i couldnt eat because i was sick or whatever. i left before picture were taken. uhmmmmm i missed out on madden :[ haha. oh well. today has been a pretty gay. i woke up at like 12 or so i didnt have to go to work because ive dedicated this day to school work and as the hours fly by im getting little by little done. meh. winter formals coming up and im hyped up for that shit. w00t. i think i've found my dress. im ready. hahah..maybe. date? well. we'll just see. because i dont know if i want one or should just go by myself. mhm.i think i can finally eat without puking ohhhh it feels good. and i have cramps. gay. im going to try and eat/drink more yogurt i heard its supposed to keep your vagina healthy o__O. hahaha peace. till tomorrow


<3
tiffani.

random emotions.

he's mine- mokensteff

i have a tummy ache. & it's funny cause i haven't been eating! not on purpose or anything cause i love food. weirdd o__o. i like money money money. i needd money to get my hair did tomorrow! grrr. i hate spending money ...kinda. i like want to loose weight and like go run but my tummy hurts! i like chicken but theres no chicken. and if i were to eat i'd probably throw up. Lauren is a funny phu. "never fallllll innnnnn loovee with a man with a man that dont love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu." HAHAHAHHAHAAHHA true story. i love this songggg. boys = time time= money and thats money i dont have right now! ... for boys!<3 i like finally updating my ipod. and using it finally since like last december. hahaha. or tennis season. whichever. i hate wearing my retainners. but i like how they make my teeth sexy. "head up legs closed eyes open." omg. celibate till marriage. sorry. im going to save myself for my husband. i think. i hope. i like going to La and thrifting because it's cheap. and cute shit. i want to go into fashion/ appearral. but its too risky and i'd rather do law. or medicine. i like having my hair long. but i keep cutting it. so im going to get extensions tomorrow. i dyed it black and it makes me look pale. i dont get enough sleep. i stress out and over think too much.i dont like scene kids. theyre too thin and too retarded. like 0mfgzzz. no. i like being active. like playing volleyball or shooting around with a basketball. because lord knows i aint balllllllin' ><. hahaha. i like making clothing. i think i might make my prom dress this year. im thinking of it. i want it to look like this..nvm i cant find the image. and im too lazy to watch the video. its like in fergalicious-that's all i'll say. and your probably wrong! :] ima go get my dollaaa tip nails soon. probably closer to winter formal though. i can't wait. its going to be sooo much fun! and everyone must go! :] yesturday i saw a kid listening to that jimjones song. and he was like BALLINNNNNNNNNN' ahhaha with the whole hand motion. hahahhaha i was like trying not to laugh infront of him it was cute. hahaha. i misss sonia. and georgina. i thinkk we're all goign to hang out tomorrow. after i get my hairrrrr did. nigga. yeeeee. fuck 120 for hair extensions. totally gay. whatever though. no pain no gain! <33333 okay back to aim! peace.

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smooth criminal- michael jackson

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so that equals :\

A New Year.

Happy New Year Everyone.

It was a pretty chill day. I woke up from getting in at like like 2 last night o__O, which was fun. Thanks John. I wouldn't say it got my mind off a lot of shit more like a vent thing? haah yeah. Well work was tight because all we did was go to the park next door and play horse and around the world. All I could think about was him all day. I can't help it. GEZ, anyway it was my sister's birthday and she was being the biggest bitch ever! I was ready to smack a hoe. srsly. haha she cooled off and we headed to my aunts for like 10 seconds down in Santa Ana. Then we jetted to Corona with two additional cousins in the car. It was fun. We got home and ate, chilled, and watched the count down. Since, I'm still 17 we had apple cider >.< hahaa. It's okay I think I'm going to try that straight edge thing. I've got one down pact already. Then we played slumber party all night by watching rented movies. I saw Jackass and it was sOOO disgustingly funny. hahaha. This year I want it to be a semi-fresh start. I'm pretty much the person I want to be. I might want to be nicer, taller, thinner, and smarter. Smart enough to not fall in love with someone that doesn't feel the same way. sigh.


See you in the Morning<3

Tiffani.