happy mother's day all!

This weekend wasn't insane or crazy. I just stayed in a lot, i've been staying in a lot. one because im actually trying to be sober and it's not so bad. peer pressure sucks though! haha.

friday- party with sonia and will yadda yadda, that was cool. I DIDNT DRINK! hahah it sweet... it got raided pretty quick but whatever, high school people arent down for shit. i've come to realize a lot within so little time it's weird. then i went to hangout with my david! i havent hung out with his asian ass in such a long time i really miss his company and how we would go on hours on end about random shit. if we ever had a camp/sleep over party we'd probably be the last asleeep talking on and on about cow poop. aaha.

saturday- i work up and had to take my sister to corona so i went to get my mothers day gift. i got her a gift certificate to south coast so she could buy make up or soemthing. i dont really know what she needs to be honest. ahhah then i got kotomi a gift because even though wade and i arent together that woman has been there for me even when my mom hasnt. shes like my second mother and i admire her for all of her dedication to her family even with her circumstances. so i got her a basket of flowers i thought were cute and a card. then some random guy comes up to me and asks to fix the dent out of my car and im like alright dude 100$ fine. and i actually ended up giving him 80 but whatever nigga did an alright job. ahaha so then i went to drop off the flowers and she wasnt home. i was like a little hesitant to go in but i was like whatever i miss cuda too. then i dropped it off.


i saw him just like whatever, and i couldnt help but feel like a little girl. but i got over it as soon as he started talking. he's so mean now. whatever i played with cuda and he came over and called me wierd for playing with my dog? i didnt know there was a manual on how to play with your puppy properly. then i gave him a hug and was off.


but i heard the song you had on. and i miss you...



today was a nice day woke up late didnt want to do breakfast. ihop is so nasty! grossssssss. then bbq at my grandmas' spent forever and a day in traffic. but when i went to starbucks and i started my car, our song came on the radio and i couldnt help but wonder if you heard it too. probably just me though hopelessly in love with you.