boooooom

I can't tell if i'm in love with you yet, but i love the time we spend with each other. when we're alone without all the bs, its beautiful. i hate when you blow up on me for stupid stuff but it just reminds me of how much you really do care about me. i miss you all of you. it's a lot different now though. its that awkward crush back like in middle school. and i like it.


♥

tonight

battle of the bands! i'll post pictures tomorrow hopefully!<3


life is getting better there's no denying its because of you. it's no longer a need

no harm done

i said baby babe i've loved you a long time. i miss you.

cold.

It's so cold in this house
Open mouth swallowing us
The children sent home from school
Will not stop crying
And I know that you're busy
But do I know that you care?
You got your finger on the pulse
You got your eyes everywhere
And it hurts all the time when you don't return my calls
And you haven't got the time to remember how it was

im in loveeee

with my new camera!!!!!!
ive been playing with it all weekend. im goign to take a break from it though. one because it is HEAVY two because its so like expensive i dont want to mess it up. and three cause i dont want to get bored of it.

current

im at work right now bored as fuck. im back to scanning and preparing files. B-O-R-I-NG. so what's new. wade and i are broken up. but we're still seeing each other like exclusively i believe. he has to make the effort and i have to restrain myself and we both need each other. its suffocating like in the notebook when summer was going to end and they break up and never see each other. just imagine that but them seeing each other still and how that passion wouldve grown and blahblah. im okay with it though because i still love him tremendously. he's the lime to my corona. yaddayadda. i purchased a NIKON D90. it should be here friday and im pretty stoked i must say. i cant wait to take pictures of my gorgeous fatass puppy and all the other magical things you can capture behind a lens. today is monica's birthday! so if you see her say happy birthday i think she's 17 this year. im not sure ahahaa. i want to go see lady gaga i am totally in love with her stuff. and i still really want some spring rolls. but i never use cash anymore not saying i dont have any im just trying to build my credit the only way i can haha. i miss hanging out with my little sister. shes fun and gay at the same time. i think sunday i'll go home. and bring my puppy too cause my dad and little brother are in love with him. its great.i need to cut my hair, buy a keyboard protector and applecare for my iphone/macbook. its absolutely a must.here are some pictures:
happy birthday monica!


my puppy!



my my hair