It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize



im slowly getting over this. i don't want to give up because i know that you still love me as much as im still in love with you. as hard as it is i need to let go. id feel a lot better if there was a direct end instead of you hiding your feelings but i'll never know. and we'll never be and i can't help but be so disappointed in everything. im moving on with my life i just thought you'd like to be part of it. this front is only fooling you, everyone else can see right through it.

weird

i have the weirdest feeling around. sometimes i feel like i've fallen out of love with you but then when im with its like nothing ever happened. but i can't get it out of my head. so here i am blurting it on my blog. sometimes i think actually i know that lately my emotions have been getting the best of me and im okay with it because if i were thinking straight. i wouldnt take you back. but i love you too much. its that
too much

too much love not enough space and then when we do have space its likeee ehhh. id rather not be with you? idk its complicated. youre too selfish for my taste. but man do i love the shit out of you.