love, lies, and long talks

"No matter where I go, what I do, I'm always coming back to you"
He's been in and out of my life. I never know what life has in stored for me but its supposedly knows what its doing. I can't tell and part if me doesn't want to know. I just don't want to be let down again. The past like couple guys have been weak! But esai has always came back to me and like he's said "we've been down since day one." But I'm just not sure if I should let my guard down again. And the attraction is there but its not like before. Kind of the reverse of it. I just don't want to be used. Or let down.



this is an old post that i never uploaded, but i thought hey, why not? my past is a part of me each and everyday :]